so i started writin poetry and i thought i mite share it with the world so here is a poem i wrote called poisin for my ex-bf
your love is poisin, slowly you slip it into my drink
and day by day the dose is fatal
...yet it is addicting and full of this dangerous energy
your kiss poisins me like lead, and you do kill me surely with your gentle touch
on the other side of the looking glass it does'nt seem as though the hurt is much ut it is
its sad that i write this down word by word cuz it stabs me like knives
the poisin has no inhabited every vein in my frail body, im so blind now, but love is pain and pain is love...wait in the end what is really gained in this dangerous game?
someday things will be the same, puppy-love-like again but until then i have to say goodbye because now we both know its the end
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
my family and a friend went on a road trip in July. We decided to go to the Mashpee Wampanoag Pow-Wow in Mashpee Wampanoag indians. it was a 3 day road trip.it awas also HELL....... If the kids werent sleeping they were fighting, if mom wasnt nagging she was texting. Paula just sat bac and enjoyed scenery most of the way she also had to hear us all complain(poor thing) Tim drove most of the way. i stayed awake for 2 days stright. man it was horrible. and we didnt stop at a hotel we just kept driving and driving, oh and did i mention driving. it was kinda weird too because while we were on that trip i realized that our family fights,...ALOT and we are extremely disfunctional, but that is what makes being a member of the "Clan" (as the grown-ups call it,) interesting. there are groups us kids hang out in, like the litluns all chill together, the teen girls hang out, ect. but we cannot go through one single day without fighting.... we know we arent a perfect family and that is what makes us all very special...we are not great but we are a family and that is what makes us "US". i love my family and no 1 will ever change that...EVER that road trip seems like it tore some of us away from eachother but acctullay it brought us closer together..........
okay.... honestly i wish i had more brothers becuz they are cool....but this brother is the best because unlike my other brother xavier, alex hasnt thrown a gamecube at me....xavier can be kool sometimes but he gets to be a real pain in the a%$... sisters are okay too they are a shoulder to lean on when u cant stop crying or they are the fun people that u can get embarrassed by they can be the role models or the followers but either way i love umm all peaches alecia xavier and alex